Madison Square Memories

12.31.2010 (Ryan Gilbertie)

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12.31.2010 (George Estreich)

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12.30.10 (Graham Lucas)

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12.31.10 (George Estreich)

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525 Responses to “Madison Square Memories”

  1. Mr.Miner Says:

    The Bowie is also awesome.

  2. albert walker Says:

    . yeah Rob like the Dead in the late 80’s and early 90’s

    The lack of practicing and getting a little older tends to make the scorching shows a little few and farther between

    I also think the lack of total shows per tour is also keeping the consistency down

    Hopefully sobriety kind of keeps that in check but it is def a tale of two bands here.

    12/30 and 1/1 other than the Bathtub > Bathtub > Timber section is like Phish vs SCI

    Makes it a little more stressful catching the hot ones

  3. Mr.Miner Says:

    Molly – ewwww

  4. Gavinsdad Says:

    Willowed is taking care of my mind baby now.

  5. KfL Says:

    cue broken record: love this 1/1 set 1

    nice mix of composition & jamming. reba has really elevated lately.

    when the complaints about a show are ‘split instead of walls’ and ‘golden age instead of crosseyed’, i think we’re doing pretty well

  6. joe Says:

    ok, I’m not smart. once I’ve got the vid files from the upload. how do I play them – regular pc operating system.

    and thanks for the upload. really cool.

  7. KfL Says:

    that sounds risky

    watch out for potential orphans

  8. Phamily Berzerker Says:

    C- saw your question from last night this AM.

    In a nutshell Shittay! but I am owning all of it and working what I need at this point.

    Below was snipped from a note to Mango earlier today.

    Turns out I am batshit crazy and have been prone to making excessively
    poor decisions. I had a test conducted on me that indicates I need not
    play with intoxicants and have been exceedingly lucky that I did not cross
    into the abyss of oblivion.

    I am incredibly sad that I have been so ill-prepared to deal with my life
    and chose some shitty ways of dealing with that condtiontion that ony made things worse. I hurt my wife incredibly and the separation piece is
    impacting the kids. Working with a therapist to help get me head around
    my shit storm and get to a better place is going well. Everybody is in
    therapy to get through this trauma.

    I also had a 7 year affair that I terminated and disclosed to my wife.
    Serious fucking trauma. Flawed like the texas legal system.

    Not breaking the circle, though there will for the time being be two
    distinct focii, so it is more of an elipse. I caused the split at the
    center creating to two focii though. I am working to correct this, it
    will be a long road though and may never re-center, sadly.

    Legally were are separating, not divorcing though, because, my wife does
    not feel safe financially co-managing anything with me as I have done some bad shit and lied about it. I had asked for a therapeutic separation to no avail.

    I stole 17K form my family through an investment vehicle to hoover blow from 05-08, I had quit the bane post Conventry and less than a year later made a real shitty substitution. I quit on my own after realizing the shit storm I was creating. No looking back. Nobody knew and I lied about it until 2 months ago. I am getting a second job to pay that back.

    The good news is I am clean and sober doing daily meetings, got a sponsor and working the steps.

    65 days clean and sober.

    No craving for booze or drugs, which is helpful. Eventhough I got stuck
    on the side of the road in snowstorm with three bottles of champagne and
    road and a I road the lift on new year’s day one chair behind some cats
    toking up a storm of the bane and it smelled wonderfulI normally would
    have shaken them down for a session in the past. The webcast did not flash triggers for me as well so I am getting to wera I need to be.

    More challenges inside my head than on the chemical side so I have some work to do thoguh the 12-step programs gets into to the head piece well as well.

    I am no longer lying, being deciptful, manipulative, coercive, grandiose or narcissistic as best I can.

    And now you know the messy details.

  9. willowed Says:

    It’s not ewwwww.

    Where else can you grind your teeth down to little nubs and giev your jaw muslcles a work out.

    The jaw muscles can not be neglected.

    It’s an important muscle. How else are you going to eat steak or beef jerky? 😉

  10. :) Says:

    does anybody have a picture of the YEM glowstick sign from NYE? that was sweet

  11. KfL Says:

    joe: vlc media player

  12. Mr.Palmer Says:

    courageous post right there @ Phamily B. Wishing you and your family the best during this time.

  13. KfL Says:

    know that we’re behind you all the way pham b. if there’s anything we can do don’t hesitate to ask, really.

  14. albert walker Says:

    good luck PB. I wish I could say it gets easier. year 1 kind of flies by but year 2-5 you start dealing with all the negative shit you created for so long.

    lying, cheating, and hustling everyone around you for the majority of your adult life does weird shit to you once you shake it off. that feeling of regret and remorse is almost harder to shake than the drugs yourself

    good luck though man. I’m not a program guy at all but I know cats it has worked for. wish you the best.

    7 years sober starting to finally deal with some of the mess I created of myself and I did to others. tough stuff.

  15. Mr.Miner Says:

    does everyone not see the last picture today?

  16. willowed Says:

    Nice work Phamily B. That’s some good shit right there.

    Keep on keepin on!!

    Now my beef jerky post looks kind of silly 😳

  17. willowed Says:

    I can’t miner

  18. Robear Says:

    whoa phamily b. good vibes sent.

    fwiw, decision making not one of my strong suits. we’re with you man.

  19. albert walker Says:

    yeah can’t see it Miner

  20. Mr.Palmer Says:

    i don’t see it @ miner

  21. Mr.Miner Says:

    hmmm. maybe i’ll just lop it off, no idea why its not being seen..

  22. Robear Says:

    i see the picture miner. is it of 3 *’s?

  23. albert walker Says:

    i used to have a saying I never made a good decision till I was 28 years old

    literally not 1

    was a trained professional at creating chaos.

    what doesn’t kill us I guess

  24. Robear Says:

    no, it’s four ****

  25. Mr.Miner Says:

    any better?

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